It's My Life!

Its been a month since I have came back to italy… I cant believe how fast its gone.. It does feel like a month since I’ve been home but it doesn’t feel like I’ve been here for a month.. I only have two more months till i get to go home for christmas :) i cant wait its going to be so much fun.. This week was good, nothing really happened that was exciting or worth talking about, just another normal week in the life of Marcel :)

Saturday was amazing lol… It started off with me walking the to grocery store buying some steaks for dinner and a bottle of gin from F and I and vodka for A, N, and C. Met of with the guys and went back to our apartment, we prepared dinner and I must say i made a pretty mean steak that night. F and I started to pound, pouring our selves extremly strong G’s and T’s. We got ready pretty fast and while waiting for the rest of the guys F and I started doing shots of gin in the parking lot.. By the time we all got to the aussie girls apartment we were pretty tipsy, we finished our alcohol pretty fast and all really drunk at this point, before things got out of hand we decided to get out of the apartment, and head to the town, went straight to the club and right to the bar, F and I ordered two jager bombs each and smashed them, i ordered a beer after that, dancing for about 10 minutes than did another jager bomb with F and got another beer. dancing again for another 10 mintues than got 2 tequila shots for free, I was fucked at this point. We were all getting bored of this place so we went to a different club. We get there is better than the last, I hard straight to the bar and order a beer. go to the dance floor and dance for a while till one of the aussie chicks decides to fake that she fainted, what a loser lol… I couldnt believe what happened so i decided to get another beer. About 4 beers later its almost 3 and i notice that A is extremely drunk and can barley stand as he falls into this random, the random turns around and punches A right in the face. I quickly break things up, those guys get tossed out, but me being a dumb ass drunk i got outside, the guys quickly surround me and we are yelling at each other, this other dude comes out of know where and smashed a beer bottle on my head and than kicks me in the stomach and go nuts after him but A pulls me back, as soon as he lets go another dude come and does the same, but much harder this time.. it was literally 10v1 so i got the fuck out there. I started laughing as i couldn’t believe what just happened.. Got back to the aussies apartments and put A to bed, not 10 minutes go by and I walk to see how he is doing. Does he not puke everywhere, i picked him up took him into the bathroom took of his clothes and threw him into the shower. Put him back to bed, and i was so fucked up i grabbed my jacket and started heading home, about 10 minutes into my walk i realized how far my walk was.. Fuck this and i start running home, 20 minutes of running in deck shoes and my feet were killing me by the time i got home and into bed, i took off my cloths and jumped right into bed… 

Woke up the next morning and the back of my head and my left ear was killing me from getting hit, but other than that it was an unreal night lol 

Last week was a good week.. I trained well, and worked really hard to make up for the time i was at home.. Nothing has really changed with my transfer papers which means I still cant play.. The good thing is we are in 1st place :) So when my papers come i will be playing for the best.. My goalie coach is still being a dick head, he doesnt understand shit.. He just might be the cockiest guy i have ever met in my life… such an ASSHOLE!!!! Things are great between M and I. I didnt get to talk to her as much as i would of liked last week, but thats okay. I really miss talking to my friends i feel like im out of touch with them and i dont know whats going on with them :( I cant believe its already October this year is going by so fast soon it will be December and I will be going home for Christmas :) 

These last two weeks have not been what i expected at all.. I finally started to settle into my apartment and with my team mates. On the 7th of september i got a call from my dad telling me that my nonna has passed away… I didnt want to believe him, i broke down, all i wanted was to hug someone i loved like my parents or her. My dad asked me if i wanted to come home for the funeral and without thinking i said yes.. I talked with my coaches the next day and they were so supportive, and they had no problem with me going home for a while. I had a flight home for the 9th.. Woke up at 4am that morning got ready and walked to the train station, went to verona and to the airport. I had a connection through munich.. I landed in toronto around 3pm and there was my mom and M, she ran towards me and jumped into my arms and started kissing me (it felt like a movie, it was perfect) i gave my mom the biggest hug and started to cry a little.. I walked with my two favorite ladies holding both of their hands. I went to my moms and got changed quickly to go to the viewing. I couldnt believe how many people were at the viewing to support my family and I.. My nonna looked good, she looked younger. M was amazing I am so lucky to have her as my gf she was always holding my hand and making sure i was okay, things like this make you realize how strong you really are as a couple. Friday was the funeral another tuff day, again she was right by my side never leaving me, it ment the world.. After the funeral was done i had over a week to relax with my family and spend some time with her. I tried to spend all the time i could with her because i wanted to make this short trip amazing for her.. I stayed with at her rez twice… both amazing nights, i had so much fun.. we did a lot of shopping together and just hung out and did a whole lot of nothing.. She stayed at my moms house the last night, it was so nice to sleep with her and wake up beside her on my last day.. I drove her to work as she couldnt come to the airport, she broke down when we said our goodbyes but i didnt for some reason, i was never ment to come home so being with her for those 10 days was a huge bonus.. but i wish the circumstances were better.. Off to the airport with my parents, even saying goodbye to them wasnt hard… i hugged them and walked away, a long trip ahead of me… slept the whole plane ride to frankfurt, than i had a long 5 hour wait… didnt get up to much just read my book “i hope they serve beer in hell” which is amazing… flew into verona and took a train back to trento, only to find out that i am not living in my apartment anymore, the director moved a boy into my room. I was so pissed about this because after traveling for 20 hours all i wanted to do was sleep, and i couldnt. I have moved into a new apartment, its not as nice but it will do.. Im glad im back in trento working towards my dream of becoming the best soccer player. The only thing i need is her i miss her so much :( <3