It's My Life!

These last two weeks have not been what i expected at all.. I finally started to settle into my apartment and with my team mates. On the 7th of september i got a call from my dad telling me that my nonna has passed away… I didnt want to believe him, i broke down, all i wanted was to hug someone i loved like my parents or her. My dad asked me if i wanted to come home for the funeral and without thinking i said yes.. I talked with my coaches the next day and they were so supportive, and they had no problem with me going home for a while. I had a flight home for the 9th.. Woke up at 4am that morning got ready and walked to the train station, went to verona and to the airport. I had a connection through munich.. I landed in toronto around 3pm and there was my mom and M, she ran towards me and jumped into my arms and started kissing me (it felt like a movie, it was perfect) i gave my mom the biggest hug and started to cry a little.. I walked with my two favorite ladies holding both of their hands. I went to my moms and got changed quickly to go to the viewing. I couldnt believe how many people were at the viewing to support my family and I.. My nonna looked good, she looked younger. M was amazing I am so lucky to have her as my gf she was always holding my hand and making sure i was okay, things like this make you realize how strong you really are as a couple. Friday was the funeral another tuff day, again she was right by my side never leaving me, it ment the world.. After the funeral was done i had over a week to relax with my family and spend some time with her. I tried to spend all the time i could with her because i wanted to make this short trip amazing for her.. I stayed with at her rez twice… both amazing nights, i had so much fun.. we did a lot of shopping together and just hung out and did a whole lot of nothing.. She stayed at my moms house the last night, it was so nice to sleep with her and wake up beside her on my last day.. I drove her to work as she couldnt come to the airport, she broke down when we said our goodbyes but i didnt for some reason, i was never ment to come home so being with her for those 10 days was a huge bonus.. but i wish the circumstances were better.. Off to the airport with my parents, even saying goodbye to them wasnt hard… i hugged them and walked away, a long trip ahead of me… slept the whole plane ride to frankfurt, than i had a long 5 hour wait… didnt get up to much just read my book “i hope they serve beer in hell” which is amazing… flew into verona and took a train back to trento, only to find out that i am not living in my apartment anymore, the director moved a boy into my room. I was so pissed about this because after traveling for 20 hours all i wanted to do was sleep, and i couldnt. I have moved into a new apartment, its not as nice but it will do.. Im glad im back in trento working towards my dream of becoming the best soccer player. The only thing i need is her i miss her so much :( <3